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WELL, I took my latest video off of YouTube due to a minor panic I had. I heard from a few people the audio cut out during a really important part, and in my worry I didn't want the point ruined. So I'll be replacing that video in a funnier rant, so it makes up for that bullshit. e_e; Besides. Lol the fuck is emotion.

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In other news, I'm almost fully recovered from bronchitis, but this morning woke up with a swollen throat once more. Hn. I think I'm getting sick with something else, now. Let's hope not - I'm not worried, but I can't miss any more class. I'm far enough behind.

In more news - the sensitive part of the video is going to come out here. I know I've been seeming like a commission monger lately, for those I mayof talked to, but it's because I'm worried about my mother right now. See, America thinks it's a good idea to take the working class and buttfuck them into hating their employer in the form of sending their jobs to some lucky fuck in Bangalore *No offense if you live there, this is seriously where the jobs are going, this is not against you.* for little over a dollar an hour. The companies are saving a boatload. But my mother had 20+ years in said area, and they simply riffed her. Just... click, done. She had to be walked out of the office due to ' policy' before she could even empty her cubical. Capitalist pigs. >\ I love capitalism, don't get me wrong, but that's almost a goddamn monopoly with how they're all handling the job markets. Money is a double-edged sword. e_e;;

And since my dad works in the same area, I'm terribly fearful that he could, as well, lose his job, despite his attempts at swaying me otherwise. It's... shaky. I'm used to a rather cozy life in the upper-middle class, but. I'm not fearful of getting taken down a peg or six - I'm more concerned with the fact that my mom came home after getting riffed and cried herself to sleep several times. When I got home from class and asked her if she was okay, since she's usually at work when I get home, she couldn't even look at me.

My mom worked like a drone for those fuckers. With her former loyalty, it's making me wonder, honestly, about my father, who's more like me. Is polite to strangers, but then he gets comfortable and starts getting TOO comfortable. Acts like he's at a bar rather than work... could prove troublesome, despite how he says everyone needs him.

I just want to know that if push comes to shove and... shit hits the fan, I have something I can do, since I can't juggle my classes and a part-time job without coming undone. If it comes down to it, I'll give up and get a job, but with class... it'll be a tossup.

But, I've been giving mom some 'therapy' and helping her act like her old self, trying to make her remember it's not her fault. It's not like she has a contract out on her life - I told her as long as she's alive, I won't really care about this stupid shit. She's still my mom. Employed or not, she deserves to be treated that way.

I like how this little passage went nowhere. |D I do that too much.

-Shann

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